a slap in the face is what i need

i complain too much and sometimes want too much, too much of what i don't need. my mind is juggled and my soul feels empty. i wish i knew exactly what i wanted..or maybe what i need. or maybe its just me. my room looks better now and i hope im making good mistakes. im off, my blog has been too depressive for awhile now. ill come back when im in a better mood.