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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

we all have a story to tell.

yesterday, i was going through some home videos and i found something i didn't expect: a video in which my brother was filmed. I saw him for the first time, a small boy about 8 years old. He seems so bubbly, so happy..and tears escaped my eyes as he said "mi hermanita". He knows im alive..but the question is, is he? I have a brother and it hurts to know I may never see him.

Monday, December 14, 2009

gilmore girls isnt on today

i should be able to finish my homework on time, at least i hope so. my printers out of ink and i need to go to my aunts house yet again--hopefully she doesnt mind. btw, i passed my CPT exam and according to SAS i just might get in, as long as i keep my grades up :o. Pre-calculus, you are killing me

Sunday, November 15, 2009

could you be loved - bob marley<3

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reggae has been going in my ears and out all afternoon. its so relaxing and you can definitely feel the simple yet big message all these artists are singing. i can't even explain how great it makes me feel, i even dedicated a whole playlist<3 anywho, im feeling much better today. i wonder where the ice cream man has been lately..his annoyance has been missed. and the mailman? i havent seen him lately. his booty hugging shorts no longer support his firm butt unfortunately! he's wearing those hideous long pants, again. hmm...whats a blog for anyway? is there something specific im supposed to be talking about right now? or do i just drag on about my non important, un-fascinating life? there should be a handbook for this..

Saturday, November 14, 2009

a slap in the face is what i need

i complain too much and sometimes want too much, too much of what i don't need. my mind is juggled and my soul feels empty. i wish i knew exactly what i wanted..or maybe what i need. or maybe its just me. my room looks better now and i hope im making good mistakes. im off, my blog has been too depressive for awhile now. ill come back when im in a better mood.

Monday, November 9, 2009

i need a job -_________-

my mom gave my 5 dollars for lunch, and she told me she wanted some change in return. i hate when she asks for change. does she not know my body needs to be nurtered? hopefully she forgets because i do have change but my wallet needs some lovin♥

decided to start, AGAIN.

So its been a while, definitely. Im now a "woman", or at least my latin heritage likes to think so. Light blue nail polish lies on my finger nails as i make a fresh start..again. I don't know what to write...really. I wish i were more childish and speak with a more open-minded mind as i did before. But i can't. Reality hits my head hard and the thoughts of the world out there never cease to disappear. I wish i were funnier, but im not. Today wasn't such a bad day as a monday should be, even though my milkshake had more sugar than it should have had and i could still taste the chunky spoiled milk as the shake passed my throat (when your mom tells you to wash your sippy cup, do it. especially if you had milk in it). The breeze outside is wonderful and i love how it dances around my hair. I wish winter were here sooner, not christmas or thanksgiving, just the winter itself. I need a reason to wear sweaters and a reason to cry over sappy love stories. Thats it for now, if i want to succeed in life and become a fascinating part of society I have to do my french homework first! I'll try to sign in at least 3 days a week. Its the least i could do to my cluttered mind.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

MOVE ON!

doesnt it bother you when you see a couple break up and then the girl or the boy can't move on because they feel so down?? YOU WENT OUT FOR A WHILE OUT OF THE MORE THAN 14 YEARS BEING SINGLE AND YOU CAN'T WITHOUT HER/HIM??? its pathetic. sure you loved the guy/girl, but why bother looking back for her or him if HE OR SHE DUMPED YOU????/ its frustrating. and it doesnt help that you have this so called person added on myspace and they publicize there life on bulletins and profile. GET ON WITH YOUR LIFE! MOVE ON! ugh. see, this is why i see no point in having a boyfriend! this is why im still single! why get into a relationship when its gonna end badly? nothing lasts these days. guys want fast not steady relationships. they want a free booty call because there to cheap or unthoughtful to just get the real phone and talk for a decent amount of time. so again, why bother?


moral of story: myspace is not private, so dont put your life on it because then the bored will read what you have to say. & also, stay single! what is so wrong with being single?!

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

ah.

so today? --->>>club picture day! ahh yes...if only i were in clubs. lmao nah im just in one and its not a big deal since its part of my health science class...so scratch that out of my extracurricular activities! there goes my social life...i mean i dont mind not going out every weekend and partying with my friends, i rather be at home resting and enjoying a good ol novel...seriously. maybe someday ill party til the sun comes up and get grounded for coming home late and smelling like beer without drinking any..but for now, im a little girl in a big high school with new responsibilites, old secrets, interesting friends, semi-sucky administration in a gigantic world. --and on top of that, i plan on saving from the world...HA, jk -__- but i do want to help..PEACE out!

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

new year : )

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Woah! i havent signed on for the longest time ever. So life's ok. im not having any problems with friends or cousins for that matter. Things have been pretty calm. My best friend or ex or whatever she is right now and I are fixing whatever was broken...but whatever...whatever happens, happens. and now the greatest joy of all, school! hehe its not THAT bad, its just midterms. they can get on your nerves..especially if u did worse than you actually thought..or better? i just hope i get no less than a B in every class to actually enjoy my long weekend 8D


well tata for now..my blogs arent as good when textbooks surround me :P