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Tuesday, February 23, 2010

i never minded florida's stupid mood swings til today.

in p.e playing baseball with the sun in my face beating the crap out of me, humidity all around me and sleep getting the best of me. when im older, im moving to somewhere where the scenery is actually pretty and beyond bionic. or maybe its just that i never go out and have only seen south florida and not all of it…ah well, i cant keep avoiding homework.

 

back to reality </3

Monday, February 22, 2010

yes, no, maybe so

ive never met you, but im dying of a possibility of you and me. im scared out of my mind, but every glimpse of you takes over me like a tide in the ocean. maybe its your looks, but you definitely have my attention. i dont wake up every morning and think of you and i dont plan our lazy afternoons on a rainy day; you come through my mind at the most unexpected times and my heart cant help but flutter as the thoughts of you scramble through my head. your a mystery to some, but most of all to me. is it worth the challenge? are you all you seem to be?

 

-thoughts of a teenager deprived of sleep

Friday, February 19, 2010

i can tell that we are gonna be friends

i just wanna be friends, nothing more to it. not wanna make out for hours, just wanna hold your hand. i dont wanna be attached, i just wanna talk. we can be there for each other, no labels required. im not too good in this deparment, i just wanna be friends.

- Maria Rivera

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

oh mother

i was talking to my mom the other day and when i was done she told me it was best if i talked in spanish or at least english. i told her i was speaking english. she thought i was literally speaking french. i was just asking her if she could remember to buy some milk.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

gym. tan. laundry.

i saw anabel today and i asked her about the whole “we’re gonna get healthier and lose weight by going to the gym” plan and it turns out that her mom won’t let her go unless her sister goes with her. FML. what the heck am i supposed to do now? i have the will i just need the push and my stepdad nor my mom are the kind of push willing me to lose the weight. grrrrrr

Monday, February 15, 2010

im finally updated!

Lighthouse

remember how my computer died this weekend? well i insisted that we buy a new computer..and guess what? today was the day where maria and her family got updated with the world. im pretty much stoked except for this nagging voice in my conscious: my music is still missing. :/

Saturday, February 13, 2010

smell the rain, feel the wind.

my computer crashed and all my music is gone. im not sad, but then again it hasn't hit me yet that i have lost a part of my soul.
i plan on watching casanova tonight; hopefully i dont fall asleep.
id like something or someone to cheer me up..maybe ill call marilu and just reminisce.
its 51 degrees outside and i love it. the glassy window, and soothing roar of the wind is calling my name.
i want it to be june already so i can go to my hometown and feel like myself again..or maybe i've just hit another low point in today.

au revoir. <3