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Sunday, November 15, 2009

could you be loved - bob marley<3

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reggae has been going in my ears and out all afternoon. its so relaxing and you can definitely feel the simple yet big message all these artists are singing. i can't even explain how great it makes me feel, i even dedicated a whole playlist<3 anywho, im feeling much better today. i wonder where the ice cream man has been lately..his annoyance has been missed. and the mailman? i havent seen him lately. his booty hugging shorts no longer support his firm butt unfortunately! he's wearing those hideous long pants, again. hmm...whats a blog for anyway? is there something specific im supposed to be talking about right now? or do i just drag on about my non important, un-fascinating life? there should be a handbook for this..

Saturday, November 14, 2009

a slap in the face is what i need

i complain too much and sometimes want too much, too much of what i don't need. my mind is juggled and my soul feels empty. i wish i knew exactly what i wanted..or maybe what i need. or maybe its just me. my room looks better now and i hope im making good mistakes. im off, my blog has been too depressive for awhile now. ill come back when im in a better mood.

Monday, November 9, 2009

i need a job -_________-

my mom gave my 5 dollars for lunch, and she told me she wanted some change in return. i hate when she asks for change. does she not know my body needs to be nurtered? hopefully she forgets because i do have change but my wallet needs some lovin♥

decided to start, AGAIN.

So its been a while, definitely. Im now a "woman", or at least my latin heritage likes to think so. Light blue nail polish lies on my finger nails as i make a fresh start..again. I don't know what to write...really. I wish i were more childish and speak with a more open-minded mind as i did before. But i can't. Reality hits my head hard and the thoughts of the world out there never cease to disappear. I wish i were funnier, but im not. Today wasn't such a bad day as a monday should be, even though my milkshake had more sugar than it should have had and i could still taste the chunky spoiled milk as the shake passed my throat (when your mom tells you to wash your sippy cup, do it. especially if you had milk in it). The breeze outside is wonderful and i love how it dances around my hair. I wish winter were here sooner, not christmas or thanksgiving, just the winter itself. I need a reason to wear sweaters and a reason to cry over sappy love stories. Thats it for now, if i want to succeed in life and become a fascinating part of society I have to do my french homework first! I'll try to sign in at least 3 days a week. Its the least i could do to my cluttered mind.